I haven't been able to answer all the questions I just posed above but I think over time I will be able to unravel it all and put the pieces together.
I recently purchased my very own laptop. Its been four years since I had a working computer of my own. With all the responsibilities I have now as a homeowner and a single mom of an autistic son, I just found it very important to have one. I even threw in a very nice printer so that I can print and scan as needed. I feel spoiled.
It's been nearly four years since I moved from beautiful Colorado Springs to sunny Arizona. Me and my son Skyler moved here with our two dogs to build a new life. And so here we are four years later...a little wiser but nothing is easier for me.
My son Skyler turned 18 on December 14th of 2023. It was a huge deal. A bigger deal, I think, than other kids his age. He has autism and although he is very high functioning in most areas, there are some areas that have become serious issues. When Skyler was born I did not know he had autism. He was not diagnosed until he was five years old. I just didn't know because he was never around other kids. When he started school the differences were very defined. I could tell so many stories about his childhood. I may have to write a book some day.
One of the biggest obstacles for Skyler is his nutrition. When he was a baby he was so different than my other kids. He wouldn't eat any table food. He didn't want bites and he wouldn't eat any new foods. He went from formula to milk to peanut butter and honey sandwiches. He HATED baby food. I was so frustrated with him. I couldn't understand why he wouldn't just eat like all my other kids did. I was not the kind of mom who let my kids choose. They ate what I prepared, or they didn't eat at all. Skyler could not be convinced to eat any baby food. If I put it in his mouth, he would vomit or spit it out and cry and cry. It was the most frustrating time of my life. I took him to doctors and they would just tell me that the bread he was eating and the PeanutButter and milk was all fortified with vitamins and that all he needed to grow was a thin layer of fat around the brain and that he was "doing fine" nutritionally. This was so hard for me to accept. Socially, when I was around a new boyfriend or friends or family, they did not accept that Skyler was this way. They would say "give him to me for two weeks, ill make him eat."
It was a constant battle. I did manage to get him into food therapy for a good while. The only thing they were able to accomplish was Skyler bit into an apple once but then he spit it out. It was such a disappointment.
As the years went on Skylers eating habits have not changed. Its been 18 years and he has never EVER eaten a vegetable or a fruit. He has never had a hamburger or spaghetti or any regular food. His food choices are very limited and have been the same for all these years. I did somehow manage to get him to eat Chick Fil A chicken nuggets. It was the first protein he had ever eaten. Unfortunately, the city we live in does not have a Chick Fil A.
So here we are today. January 30th, 2024. About a year ago Skyler started having these fainting/seizure type spells at school. At first they were just happening once every 3-6 months. The first several times they would happen I would have the school call 911 and he would be transported to the hospital for testing. It was so scarry every time I would get a call at work. They would take him to the hospital and of course I would meet them there. The tests would include x-rays and blood work and glucose testing, and every time there would be no diagnosis and ultimately, they would chalk it down to an anxiety attack. Over time these episodes started to get more frequent. I could see the concern on the teachers faces. They wanted answers and I wanted them too but I just couldn't figure it out.
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